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Thursday, June 02, 2005

Paper , pencil and me.........

I am still the paper person......
strange statement, huh?
well...thats is beacuse..i am still unable to write my thoughts out on a computer
screen the way i do it on a piece of paper...
a piece of paper that was never meant to be filled with a peom or a scribble or anything.....
it would just be a piece of paper in which i am supposed to have written down my class notes....
i would never think that i should write this or that..
just that as i sit there..thinking what to do.....letting my thoughts wander as some person there stands and talks things uncomprehendable by me......that was my college life...
i would just hit upon some thought and start scribbling....something anything...
it would mostly be stuff that would be very close to my heart.....and just scribble away....
sometimes i would show it to my friends..they would say it is nice....
i knew it was just said to make me feel nice...
writing was just for myself..an outlet..that can be looked at later ...
when i write , i do something better than taking a picture of myselves at that time..i leave in that peice of paper an image of myself...mental state and all(no, i was never mad....i mean my thoughts and feelings...) on that piece of paper..
and the best part was that it would be impromptu!!!(i dont know if that is a word in english..i used it to say that it would be written on the spot,just like that..without any preparation)
that is why i am paper person...

and also i like the smell of old paper filled with thoughts..that were once so close to my heart...
i still have a file(the old type of files that you can still find in government office....my mom works for the state government) and it contains lots of papers..old ones with that beautiful tinge of brown....filled with my thoughts.....half the notes i took during college days would be filled with my scribblings and never actual notes..and all those people thought i was taking notes...hah!....and after the
semester exams i would tear out the sheets( almost the entire book!!!) and put them in my special file......

since i dont know what to write..i would update you on what i used to write about during my paper years.................

8 comments:

divyasurendiran said...

waiting to see what "notes" you took in class :)

monu said...

thanx for the comment divs......
:-)
wait will end soon

ioiio said...

Well.. Monu.. Looks like some1 I know esp after seeing divya surendran in the comments section.. Anyway Thanks for stopping by..U've got a nice blog out here.

ioiio said...

Btw.. Divya surendran is my class mate during my undergrad..

monu said...

hi ioiio,
u know me too, as much as i know u.
i like your blog too...
just that it is fun to keep you guessing....make a guess as to who i could be.....
i have been following your blog too...i like the article on your brother..was nice..some of the annonymous comments on your blog were from me.....

ioiio said...

Well.. If u know me.. u mite know me for my wild guesses too.. Lemme see..

1. For the kind of english displayed here.. 3 possible answers : kavi, height and weight..

2. I dont think kavi wud even think abt visiting my blog for what happened in the grps..forget some nice comments!!!

3. Height seems to be a major blog hopper.. And I dont even know weight is alive/dead.. But i WUD PROBABLY BET on Weight thanks to the poetic nature of ur blog.. I remember reading those incomprehensible shayari's when they r passed onto abi thru those tiny little chits..

So Is this WG3?

monu said...

yep, WG3 as you refer to her, was good at shayari..as much as i can remember...she was good at a lot of stuff....

and i have always liked to scribble some stuff....

:)

Known Stranger said...

the best note i ever read with so much of life